2. november 2010

i feel like a fool.


I laid in bed last night and looked around my room. I saw the folds of the sheets illuminated by the glow of the alarm clock and the stars on the walls and ceiling were lit up like they are every night before i fall asleep. I lay on my right side for a while and stare at the clock asthe minutes pass by before i roll over to the other side and close my eyes. And i just wonder where you are right now and what you are doing. I wonder what you're thinking about or if you're even awake. I wonder what you're feeling when you hear that one song. I wonder about you sometimes. Sometimes ... actually every night and it's always the same.