Once again i'm writing for you. It's been a long time. Actually it is been six months. How are you? How you're doing up there? I miss you. I miss you so much. I have your picture. Your last picture. You are beautiful. So beautiful.
I'm so sorry. I'm so sorry. It was my fault. I still blame myself. I'm sorry.
You know what i was thinking? I still have not seen your grave ... I still have not visit you.. But you are visiting me once in a while. In my dreams. You know, sometimes it feels like you're really with me. You sleep with me, kiss me, hug me .. but when i open my eyes... you're gone.
I guess i miss you so much. Promise me, please, promise me you'll always be with me. I need you. I need you so much !
I hope .. tomorrow i'm going to your grave and put there a picture. Your picture. I'll go. I hope.
I miss you sweetheart.
xoxo, Birksu.
